For years I thought my mother did not like me.
As a child I suffered from her many criticisms of how I looked and behaved and her total indifference to how I felt.
I developed an underlying sense of anger and a non-existent sense of self worth colored with an unhealthy dose of anxiety about just about anything.
I couldn’t wait to leave home thinking I would finally be free.
Needless to say I had already acquired multiple negative programming( Core Beliefs) that no amount of bravado managed to erase:
- I am not good enough
- Life is hard
- The world is a dangerous place
- I must be perfect to be loved
- People are not to be trusted
- You won’t amount to anything
- I am unlovable
- You have holes in your pockets
I was an excellent student and got A’s in all subjects!
After a few failed marriages, plenty of professional disappointments and eventually a total physical break down I went looking for answers.
What was wrong with me?
Nothing.
I behaved exactly as I had been programmed. I was actually a resounding success.
A success at what I did not want!
All I needed to do was erase the original programming, re-program myself differently et VOILA!
I was able to do that using Faster Emotionally Focused Transformation also known as eutaptics.
It has been a journey of searching and of forgiveness.
Yes! I had to face all these false beliefs
Yes! I had to forgive my wonderful mother whom I realized could not give what herself had not received
Yes! I re-imprinted my childhood and my mother became the mother I needed
Yes! I also gave her the childhood she never had
Dear friends,
I f you have been estranged from your mother and you feel justified in your anger give yourself the gift of freedom this Mother’s Day.
It will change your life!!!
When I think of my mum now I see how amazing she really was!
Bonne Fête des Mères, maman
Happy Mother’s Day, Mum
Lise
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